I blame you for my pain,
I hate you for being so vain,
You destroyed my life,
You thrust me with a knife.
I was your own flesh and blood,
Betrayal from you came with a thud,
And what you did will never be forgiven,
On the Day of Judgement I will get even.
I’m hurt and crying but you are not there,
I’m your own yet you never cared,
A part of me still loves you,
Why you wrecked me I have no clue.
The promises you made you have broken them all,
You are responsible for my misery, for my fall.
I’m gloomy I am dead,
You don’t know how many tears I have shed.
This gap will exist always,
Uninterested in life I’m counting my days,
My anguish, why should I bear it alone?
Some hearts are made of stone.
I don’t know what else to say or write,
All I know is that I can’t fight,
I am weak and I need you,
I know you’ve a different view.
Why can’t my tears melt your heart?
Why can’t we have a new start?
I am missing you badly,
Did you ever love me madly?
I know things will never change,
But it feels so strange,
I die a little everyday;
But do you care?
You made me believe life is unfair.
I’m walking on a rocky road,
Can’t carry on;
It’s too much load.
Dear God, release me from my sorrow,
I don’t want another tomorrow!
Written By Shumila Malik